Wordless Wednesday

I got to volunteer for Pumpkin Mania at Carter's school on Halloween.

There were different pumpkin-themed stations and I was in charge of pumpkin decorating.

Carter counting pumpkin seeds at one of the other stations.

There were extra pumpkins so Elise got to decorate one too.

Tesla in her pumpkin costume.

Ready to trick or treat on our street.

We took Tesla trick or treating on our street and she even got some treats.

Halloween dinner at a friend's before more trick or treating.

Mandarin oranges as pumpkins and mummy hot dogs for dinner.

Carter's mummy hot dog.

Ready to trick or treat.

Group shot of the kids before trick or treating.

Carter and Grant holding hands while trick or treating.

Group shot after trick or treating.

Last stop, Uncie J's house!

Elise woke up in the morning and came in wearing her purse.

One of Elise's best outfit choices of the week!

Pretending to be a teacher in my classroom.

Tesla and Skippy in a stare off.

Elise napping at school.

Elise wanted Tesla to sleep with her.

How they we sleeping when I checked on them before I went to bed.

Elise playing on the playground at school.

Elise took a picture of Tesla while we were in car line waiting to pick Carter up.

Snuggling in bed on Friday night while I was sick.

I was sick and sitting on the couch Saturday morning so Carter made me breakfast and even brought me sparking water in a water bottle, it was so sweet!

She loves her new dog bed!

2 laps are better than one!

Elise hugging Tesla.

Tesla was really interested in the dogs during Mary Poppins.

Carter home sick from school.

Enjoying chicken noodle soup for lunch.

Tesla helping me figure out who to vote for.

Carter getting his first professional haircut.

With our "I Voted" stickers!

Elise wrote an E for Elise on her box.

Taking a walk in the dark since it gets dark so early. I had her wear my light up vest I run in.

She loved it!

Elise with her lion tail.

Elise coloring while I volunteered at the book fair at Carter's school.

Elise helping me scan books at the book fair.

What I Read: October

When October rolled around I thought it would be fun to read some spooky books before Halloween. After recently discovering I love true crime books, I was most excited to read In Cold Blood. I also added some other classic scaryish books I've never read. I'm a huge lightweight when it comes to scary books. As I'm sure you've realized if you follow these posts since The Hazel Wood gave me nightmares! Since then I've found if I'm reading a spooky book I do best if I have a non-scary ebook going at the same time. Then at bedtime I stop my scary book sooner than I normally would and read a little bit of my ebook before going to sleep so the scary stuff isn't fresh in my mind. Maybe at some point I'll be able to tackle some Stephen King using this strategy, we'll see what happens next October!

I've loved having this little piece of Harper with me as I've read books this month, thanks to the thoughtfulness of my mother-in-law, Leina. Opening a book and seeing her sweet face always makes me happy.

Book:

• Shoe Dog: A Memoir By the Creator of Nike by Phil Knight- This was our book club book. It didn't come in at the library until after our meeting so I was tempted to skip it but decided to go ahead and read it. I really enjoyed it in the beginning but felt like it dragged on a bit and I got bored toward the end. Obviously it was an interesting story though. I just felt like he got a little bit of a big head toward the end and there were some details that I found boring. I was glad I read it when something in the book helped me come up with a solution to a problem I had. Reading is wonderful for so many reasons.
  

• Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan- This book was suggested as our next choice for book club. I went ahead and put it on hold so I'd get it in time. But then we never voted on a book and it seems like book club is going to fizzle out. I decided to go ahead and read the book because it was described on the back as Pride and Prejudice-esque. I can see where they got that but it definitely got me more excited about the book than I should have been. It was a little bit long at 520ish pages and it didn't get really interesting to me until about the last 100 pages. I was more interested in one of the 3 main characters followed in the book so I got a little bored with the other side stories. I do think it would make a great movie because they could condense it down to the interesting parts so I will probably watch the movie. My main thing would be that the book could have been pared down to more relevant stories to be shorter. Books that are just fun filler books like this I prefer at 400 pages max. It needs to be a really good book to be worth over 500 pages of reading! This one tested my limits.

• Beverley Green: Sasquatch Hunter by Andrea C. Neil- I kept seeing this book advertised in our area because it takes places nearby and the author lives in our town. We saw it when we were in a bookstore and I pointed it out to mom as a book I wanted to read. She got excited because she had it mixed up with a different book she really wanted to read. She bought it and it turned out to be the wrong book, but she liked it more than the other book. I really enjoyed it. It was fun and silly. There were some things about her writing style that distracted me but the storyline was fun. This was the first book in a series and I may read more of the books.

• The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson- I made a list of some books I wanted to read during October because I thought they would be fun Halloween-ish books. Last year I read Frankenstein during October and really enjoyed it. Although this book was really well written I was a little disappointed in it. It wasn't what I expected from what I knew of the story. I think I was mostly disappointed by how short it was. There were other stories added in at the end of the book so I didn't realize the story was almost over and then I finished it. I wanted more! But that tends to be the case for me with short stories or novellas.

• In Cold Blood by Truman Capote- I went into this not knowing the particulars about the story but thinking it would be a semi-creepy book for October. I didn't realize the murders in the book happened in Kansas! The book was so well written and I loved how Capote gave you such a sense of the community, the family, and the murderers. He wrote in a way that it wasn't too scary though at times it would get my imagination going and I'd get creeped out when I was alone. I just made sure when I read it before bed if there was a more disturbing section to read a little bit of my ebook I was reading at the time before going to bed. I didn't want to have any nightmares based on the book and I never did.
  

• The War of the Worlds by H. G. Wells- This was another classic book I hadn't read that I thought would be a fun one to read during October. It was creepy and I could see how people would have been terrified back when it was read on the radio. I enjoyed it quite a bit. It was weird how there was a middle section where the narrator moved from his perspective to his brother's perspective. That drew me away from the story and I thought it detracted from the overall movement of the story. The sections from the narrator's perspective were much more interesting, in my opinion.

Ebook:

• You Learn by Living by Eleanor Roosevelt- I added this one to my reading list a while ago and was looking for a shorter ebook to read during naptime at school. Since the lights are off at naptime I can't read a regular book and I get interrupted quite a bit checking on kids and helping students in the bathroom so I wanted something that was easy to stop and then come back to. This was perfect for that and there were some really good little nuggets in the book. One of my favorite things she said was, "If you step on other people's necks to get rich, or barter your personal honor, then it is others who pay for your success and you can hardly call it your own." It really bothers me that such a huge emphasis has been placed on wealth in our country. No one seems to care whether a person's money comes from mistreating other people, all they care about is that the person has a lot of money and if they have a lot of money they are looked up to. It is really sad.

• My Squirrel Days by Ellie Kemper- When I came across this book I was really excited to read it because I love Kemper. She was probably my favorite character on The Office and I adore The Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt. It was also a perfect book to read as an ebook because it was short and all the essays were short. It was easy to stop reading and then pick up again. The only problem was trying not to laugh when I read it during naptime. It was really funny and I loved that she talked about getting hangry because that is so how I am! This was one of my favorite books written by a comedian, right up there with Amy Poehler, Tina Fey, and Jim Gaffigan! Every essay was funny and there were some that had me silently laughing during naptime!
  
  

Audiobook:

• Surprise Me by Sophie Kinsella- I thought this would be a fun one to listen to. I enjoy Kinsella's books. They are always fun, easy reads. The last one I read was probably my favorite so I was excited about this one. It was okay but definitely my least favorite of her books that I've read. I always hate when they have characters run around trying to figure things out by going through outside sources rather than talking to the person they need to in order to solve their problems. I know they do it to make everything more exciting and suspenseful but it just frustrates me! I find myself wanting to scream, "Just talk to your husband!!!!

• The Simple Faith of Mister Rogers: Spiritual Insights From the World's Most Beloved Neighbor by Amy Hollingsworth- I loved Mister Rogers' Neighborhood as a child so when I saw this book while browsing Hoopla, I was immediately interested. I was a little disappointed that the book focused more on Hollingsworth's own life and how Mister Rogers impacted her life than on actual events and quotes from Rogers. She kept quoting C.S. Lewis from his The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe books which seemed an odd thing to do rather than quote Rogers. I still learned some things from the book and enjoyed it, but I was left wanting to know much more about Rogers so I moved on to a more comprehensive book on Rogers. 
  

Tulsa Run 15k

This season it was my hope to run PRs in the half marathon at Prairie Fire, the 15k at the Tulsa Run, and the marathon at Route 66. Those were my big goal races for the season. Prairie Fire didn't go quite how I hoped because of my glute/hamstring issue flaring back up, but I was hopeful I'd still be able to pull out a PR at the Tulsa Run. Last year after the race they sent an email out congratulating finishers and letting us know that the course the following year would be flatter and faster! I figured just having a flatter course would be what I needed to PR. Then one of my friends ran a course preview and I looked at the elevation gain. It was 400 feet of gain compared to 350 feet last year! Long story short, they weren't able to run on a road they were planning on so the course was not what they had envisioned when they sent out the email last year. Without the advantage of a flatter course I didn't feel nearly as confident that I'd be able to PR since my hamstring was still causing me some issues and my half-marathon time didn't give me a lot of confidence. I told Ty even if I was only able to muster my half-marathon pace for the race, that wouldn't be a bad time.

Carter and Elise had fun with Oma in the kid's zone while we ran the 15k.

One big difference in the course change was that the start was on a narrower road so the start corrals were narrower and harder to get into. I wasn't prepared for that and expected it to be similar to last year's race. I stopped off at the porta potties and when I went to enter the corral it was a mess. I couldn't get up front where I needed to be and ended up having to wait to the side. I qualified for an elite bib with my time from the St. Patrick's Day 5k in the spring but I've always qualified for an elite bib but never actually used it to get into the corral because it wasn't necessary so I didn't do it this year. It definitely would have helped this year because they let the "elites" in the corral but held everyone else back until about a minute before the start when they opened the gate to let us up into the start area. I was a little panicked about the situation, I think mostly because everyone around me was really nervous about it. When they opened the gate we had to run up to get close to the front and I started the race with one of the volunteers who had been holding everyone behind the gate standing in front of me. It was a mess and due to all the adrenaline from feeling like we were all going to miss the start, I took off way too fast. I felt really relaxed and comfortable and my glute and hamstring weren't hurting so it didn't seem that fast. I glanced at my watch a couple times in the first mile and it said I was running 6:30 pace but I figured it was wrong since I felt so relaxed and I heard someone near me talking to their friend, saying they were running 6:45 pace.

When my watch beeped for the first mile in 6:32 I didn't even worry that it was faster than all 3 miles of my 5k the weekend before, I felt that good. I just figured I was going to run a freaking awesome race! Then at about a mile and a half my hamstring tightened up and I started to worry a little bit. Around in here Jeremy passed me. I went through the 2nd mile in 6:55 and was pleased because that was exactly the pace I had been hoping for. I noticed that the course seemed to have about the same amount of hills as previous years but they weren't as steep. I still felt pretty good when I went through mile 3 in 7:09 and then the first 5k in 21:38. I had felt on a perfect day and a flat course I could run 21:30 per 5k in this race. But with the race still being hilly I knew that was likely too fast of a first 5k. During mile 4 my quads really started to tighten up and that's when I could feel that my first mile was too darn fast! I still had a decent split with 6:54. The entire race I was passing people so it was hard to tell I was slowing down. During mile 5 I was still blowing past people and was shocked when my mile split was 7:21. That's when I knew a PR was out the window because I could feel in my legs that I had no fast finish in me. I ate my Gu hoping that it might give me a second wind as I was desperately in need of one!

There were so many turns in the race and that wasn't helping my already tired legs! My split for mile 6 was 7:05 and I was glad to be back down to low 7:00. My 10k split was 43:50. I remembered that I went through the 10k during my PR 15k in 43:20. With how dead my legs already felt I knew I wouldn't be able to pick up 30 seconds in the last 5k. There was a little part of me that wanted to give up and coast the last 5k but that part of me that always wants to fight wins out every time. If it had been up to my mental toughness, I would have gotten those 30 seconds but my legs were just dead. There are just some amounts of body tired that your mind can't force it's way through. I focused on this girl running in just a sports bra ahead of me who I'd been able to see the entire race and had been slowly reeling in. I made it my goal to catch her. Mile 7 was 6:58 and I found myself wondering how in the world I could run 2 more miles, especially with the last mile being all uphill. It was similar to the feeling at mile 25 of a marathon where I wonder how in the world I can run another mile after I finish that one. It was that just dead tired. I got passed by a lady and decided to go with her for as long as I could. She pulled me along to pass some more runners but I wasn't able to stick with her for very long, my quads were burning at this point. There was an out and back portion on the course around mile 7. There used to be a long out and back earlier in the race down Peoria that I loved because I could see who was ahead of me and then cheer for Ty on the way back. This out and back was shorter so I didn't get to see Ty before I turned again and I was too tired to enjoy getting to see who was ahead of me. I did come up beside Jeremy after the turn around and he took off so I focused on maintaining the gap between him and me. Mile 8 was 7:08 and it was shocking how many people I was blowing by like I was speeding up when I was really slowing quite a bit.

The last mile was rough on tired legs. Even though we didn't have to go up the terrible hill from the past it was still a steady climb all the way to the finish. I knew my pace was torpedoing but there was nothing I could do. I was starting to feel like I had no control over my legs. At one point I looked at my watch and it showed I was running 8:00 pace. I actually didn't even register it much because I was so tired my mind was starting to go fuzzy. Mile 9 was 7:28 which was a huge slow down but only 5 seconds slower than my last mile of this race when I set my PR so I can't be too disappointed with that. When we turned the corner and I could see an American flag hanging over the street I knew the finish line was close and Jeremy took off sprinting. I looked down at my watch and saw we still had about a half mile to go and I was dying. The girl in the sports bra was close enough I could catch her if I sprinted so I focused on her and gave it everything I had. I was so tired as I crossed the finish line that I couldn't remember later if I had caught the girl, it wasn't until I saw finish line pictures that I realized I had! My last portion of the race was 7:16 pace and you wouldn't believe how many people I outkicked at the finish running that pace! I finished in 1:06:20, almost exactly a minute over my PR. I would have been really disappointed in how uneven I ran because had I run smarter I definitely would've run faster, but I felt like even had I run smarter I wouldn't have run a PR anyway. It would have been nice to run smarter so the race wouldn't have been so painful though!

After I finished Jeremy and I watched Thomas finish. Then I walked back to the finish area to watch Ty finish the race. I was expecting him around 1:20 based on his 10k time and what I felt he was capable of. I decided to leave the finish area and walk further out onto the course to look for him right when I heard the announcer say his name so I ducked back into the finishing chute and cheered him into the finish. He finished right behind one of my friends I run with sometimes which was neat. He looked great and ran a huge PR. I was disappointed I wasn't able to pull off a PR because it would have been the first time we ever both ran in PR in the same race on the same day.

My 5k's were 21:38, 22:02, and 22:30. So even though I ran really inconsistently and slowed down, at least I slowed down less than 30 seconds each 5k. I know I ran similarly in 2016 when I ran a PR. Last year was the only year I've run progressively faster each 5k. But last year was also the only year I've tapered for this race, so there's that! At first I was a bit disappointed I didn't break 1:06 but then I thought about it and I had run a half marathon, then a 20 miler 3 days later, a 5k 3 days after that, speed work 4 days later, and then this race 3 days after speed work. So my legs wouldn't have been fresh. Looking back on how my legs felt during the race, it's consistent with how my legs felt last fall when running a race the weekend after a 20 mile long run. So although I think a huge part of my problem was going out too fast, I think going into it with tired legs definitely exacerbated this issue. Maybe if I'd tapered a little for this race I could've run a PR but the marathon is my main goal and I had already tapered a little for the half so I didn't want to lose out on too much training for the marathon. I'll get that 15k PR one of these years! I'd like to make this race my goal race one year and run a really good time.

Jeremy finished the race in 1:06:16 which put him 133rd out of 3,211 overall and 21st out of 171 in his age group. My time of 1:06:20 put me 135th overall, 21st out of 1764 females, and 3rd out of 257 in my age group. Thomas finished in 1:07:15 which put him 163rd overall and 25th out of 171 in his age group. Ty ran a huge PR, finishing in 1:21:56. He placed 702nd overall and 77th out of 172 in his age group. Since I ran under 70 minutes I got a mug again this year. Mom ran the 5k earlier in the morning, finishing in 35:02. She placed 917th out of 1,996 overall and 13th out of 61 in her age group. I enjoyed the race and the course was okay. I don't know what exactly it was about the old course, but I absolutely loved it. Even though it had a decent amount of elevation gain, it was a lot of fun. The race this year ended up showing 310 feet of elevation gain on my Garmin so it was a little less hilly than the previous course. All those hills seemed to be more gradual than before, none of the hills were super steep like the old course. What I didn't like about this years course was all the turning, there were just too many turns for my liking! I'd take the extra 40 feet of elevation gain over all the turning! I also felt like the previous course was more scenic and enjoyable. But I'm sure there are plenty of people out there who preferred this year's course. I wouldn't be against returning to the old course, if it were up to me!

My new mug.